I was so angry and angry.

I always think that people who understand, will understand. About that thing, there are lots of lots of I want to say and to comment about. But I wouldn't say sth in public to hurt someone just for proving 'I am right'.

But I just want to say, I would also feel unhappy about that.
I really forgot about that last week. After I read sth, sorry, I was angry again.
I dun like ppl comment on sth in public without leaving their names, I just feel you are so timid and irresponsible. And haven't thought of how would I feel.
Sorry, as I thought of how others' real feeling, I sorta want ppl treat me in the same way.

I am disappointed as well. This thing let me see the crisis of Christian community. Who are you gaining acceptance from? God accept who? I feel so sick about the restiction people put on others which is they add it themselves upon the gospel. Like salvation, is by God's grace alone but not circumcision.
Friends who are not believers always ask me, is it being a Christian you can't do this and that?
Don't want to give people an impression of Christianity is about restrictions. In the world but not off the world.
Certainly not all things can be done, but that's because out of your heart of loving God, to please Him and not salved by sin again.

This thing just let me experience, how little a Christian community can contain.

About that issue, I just feel actually it really doesn't matter going or not if God he Himself will prompt me I shouldn't go.
But I just didn't see it is serious as that level.
The words here are just part of what I thought. Again, the words may hurt people I would not share in public.

I am not disappointed at God. I am still a Christian. Just I have no interest in gaining ppl's support and change what I really think.
God is a merciful God. I am sure He know both sides' thought. And all the hurt we feel. I typed this entry just for expressing my unhappiness. I'm feeling okay, back to normal now.